Ian J - Still Breathing Lyrics

I put my trust in you
Yea
Got a little too comfortable
I cut all these bitches off for you
I was going through shit but ugh
Everybody go through shit
I never show it
Too many people depending on me
Me and Granny too alike
She said don't bother coming to my funeral
And I get it
It's breaking my heart but what can I do
I been intoxicated
I drink to numb the pain
I can't get close to people (I can't)
Aye
E said I needed to pray more
I'm still getting to know God
I know things could go bad
But I'm still breathing
I'm still
I'm still breathing
I'm still breathing
I'm still breathing
I still breathe
Yea (Aye)
They just let my dawg out
Panda Panda Panda
I could tell when he looking out the window
He done went through hell and had to man up
Looking at life
We blessed
I remember getting a call from Richi
Said our brother been up begging God for a visit
I could never be too busy (Yea)
But we back on the busy streets with it
Chasing a bag
While mama still looking for peace
I feel ashamed
I hardly spend time with my niece
I'm working to change that
God been testing my patience
I put the smoke down
But I picked the drink up cause being sober had me feel like I'm fading
Yea
I wonder how O got through it
Wonder how Ik get through it
Wonder how Tweezie get through it
Yea
And I seen Skills go through it
Yea (Yea, yea)
E said I needed to pray more
I'm still getting to know God
I know things could go bad
But I'm still breathing
I'm still
I'm still breathing
I'm still breathing
I'm still breathing
I still breathe
Yea (Yea)