Ian Haak - Head Against the Wall Lyrics

I got solid to my east and liquid to my west
Sometimes I got them mixed up like the mashes in my head
Up north is where I hang my hopes as unknown flying object
Down south a plastic garden where I bury up my train wreck
A perfect little system
A glamorous little prison
I feed myself with man-made fruits regardless of their season
An input with white lies
An output that's in disguise
I treat myself alright inside this unintelligent blight
So I panicked when ecstasy was coming
The sheer amount of feelings are like rocket to the ceiling
I knew I had to kill it before fuels started leaking
There were poison in hopeful expectations
The same amount as it's in every face of disappointment
But never seen on those who don't believe in self contentment

All of your pains and all of your pleasures
Will be equal after all
When every road feels like a detour
Just to make it simple
I'd bang my head against the wall
In hope of feeling a snippet of joy
I'd bang my head against the wall
In hope of feeling a snippet of joy

Bang my head against the wall
Bang my head against the wall
Bang my head against the wall
Bang my head against the wall

Let's cut to the core
Go straight to rewards
The circuit is a serpent coiling inside your drawer
Too much a trouble to unravel and life's too short
So people magnified their pupils and burst through the door
But I believe in balance
What goes around comes around
They can't escape that yin and yang
And it's lavish
How our brains bake cakes for those self-inflicted pains
I found a way to enforce it
To grab on the handle of holy endorphins
It's pouring when crisis and stresses were torn and wide open
The water tastes like heaven when I'm standing in a drought
For that I'd put a razor blade directly in my mouth
The sharper side that always slices me from inside out
Is the other side of joy that I could never live without

All of your pains and all of your pleasures
Will be equal after all
When every road feels like a detour
Just to make it simple
I'd bang my head against the wall
In hope of feeling a snippet of joy
I'd bang my head against the wall
In hope of feeling a snippet of joy

Bang my head against the wall
Bang my head against the wall
Bang my head against the wall
Bang my head against the wall
In hope of feeling a snippet of joy