Playing The Field Video (MV)

I thought you loved me, I thought you cared
My heart exploded, was unprepared
Came through the smoke of my demolition
When I was choking, you built foundations
Then, you built up
I was falling in love with you (with you, with you)
You broke it down
One phrase, no sound from you (from you, from you)
You said you're "Playing The Field"
My god, was this even real?
It felt right, filled the hole in my chest
If you hit me, it would've hurt less
It felt peaceful, made me feel safe
Went in to kiss you, you turned away
I let it happen, don't overthink it
Step-by-step, ground floor was finished
Then, you built up
I was falling in love with you (with you, with you)
You broke it down
One phrase, no sound from you
You said you're "Playing The Field"
My god, was this even real? (was this even real?)
It felt right, filled the hole in my chest
If you hit me, it would've hurt less
I'm confused, so I cry to my mama
Were my muse, 'til you ripped it all up
A dagger, you knew how to twist
Didn't think you'd actually do it
Surely I didn't make this up
A connection, a young, lost love
I saw him text you, called your ass out
You got flustered, then turned it 'round
Say I'm jealous, well yeah, I am (F*ck yeah)
Thought you were mine but you're f*cking other men (what?)
But you're f*cking other men
I can't f*cking pretend
But, you can't pretend
You say you're "Playing The Field"
I know to you this wasn't real
It felt right, but, now a hole in my chest
If you told me, you could've avoided this mess
"I'm so confused", I cry to my brother
Not my muse, 'cause you f*cked it all up
Those love songs I'll never set free
You don't deserve to hear how my heart was on my sleeve
A dagger you had to twist
F*ck sake, you actually did it
A f*ckin' shame you had to ruin it
Was I fooled or just f*ckin' stupid? (Just f*ckin' stupid)