Thoughts swirl and they create a hurricane
I'm popping pills just to numb the pain
And then I feel my hands start to shake
Why can't I be different, for f*ck sake?
I hear my heart in my ears
And now I no longer feel like I'm here
They say
They say
They say
They say you'll be okay
Then
They tell me
Tell me
Tell me
Tell me to just breathe
Deep and slow
In through the nose
Hold...
Then, breathe out
Through the mouth
Spiralling
Floating
Watching myself break
Leaving my body
Dodging the pain
Don't wanna be awake
I wanna sleep
Don't wanna see
Alleviate the pain
When it's done
I can breathe
I can breathe
I can breathe