Ian Be - copy your smile Lyrics

Numbing feeling in my heart
Tearing down those walls of art
Build myself up just to break
Sick of making mistakes
Wish I could be just like you
Love myself like you do
Slap a better emotion on my face
Anything I can do to replace this sadness

Can I copy your smile?
Just for a little while?
Can I borrow your confidence?
Just to test myself with it?
Could you share your emotions?
Save me from this downward swirling motion
Can I copy your smile?
Before my mind runs wild

I look in the mirror
And, I see myself so clear
I look scared and alone
Solve your problems but never my own
It cracks when I try to smile
More bad luck for a while
What do I do now?
Watch my world spin out?

Can I copy your smile?
Just for a little while?
Can I borrow your confidence?
Just to test myself with it?
Could you share your emotions?
Save me from this downward swirling motion
Can I copy your smile?
Before my mind runs wild

In the darkest nights
When I felt the most alone I found
A Very fragile rose growing inside
Of myself, BUT I still felt numb
It died soon after!
But, I think it entered my blood
'Cause soon I found
Laughter and Love
It swallowed me up!
Smiling so wide
Made me feel alive
I found my smile

Can I show you my smile?
Just for a little while?
I love this confidence!
I really needed it!
I'm loving these emotions
Come join me in my upward motion!
All I can do right now, is SMILE