Iamyounglupe - Nicole Lyrics

And this is why I'll never put my trust into another broad
How could I ever believe, that you and I would work
Cautious, cause I trust a mothafxcking soul
Too many, memories, for me, to let go
Stressing over little shxt, I couldn't get a text back
I been down this road before, somebody probably smashing that
Honestly, I blame myself, it's you that gets the last laugh
Looking, searching, trying to get my mothafxcking feelings back
Instead of using judgement, I was thinking with my heart
Having thoughts of growing, but instead we grew apart
Third times a charm, we was doomed from the start
You had one job, couldn't even play your part
And now I'm looking stupid, trying get my life together
Stressing, killing time by smoking cigarettes
That shxt don't make me feel no better
With everything that is happening, suicide on my mind
I made a promise to myself
Another promise of mine
You got me feeling like I'm infected with raging demons
I think I've had it up to here, I reached my fxcking limits
I'm going back to being me, when I was oh so timid
You paralyzed my feelings, now I'm resembling Timmy
And what it all boils down to
This would've never happened if I was around you
I'm in a circus of feelings, I'm just a clown to you
Fxck feelings and fxck love, go do you
For all the others going through it, gets get lit tonight
I got the lean in the Sprite
I feel like dying tonight
So here's a toast to all the losers, that's feeling like me
Patience, you gotta have it, if you wait
Eventually
If it glitters, you'll find out that it ain't gold
And just quit lying to yourself, and don't tell me that
"You ain't know", and I'm guessing you running game
Now my quarters are running low
Now I'm in the Garden of Eden, I'm done chasing these hoes
Why did I ever let this happen, is you teaching me a lesson
If it is, I get the message, once again, I feel depressed
I was the cure, you're my disease
And I was saving you
But you were killing me
You got me feeling like I'm pushing you away with feelings
I think I've had it up to here, I reached my fxcking limits
I'm going back to being me, when I was oh so timid
You paralyzed my feelings, now I'm resembling Timmy
And what it all boils down to
This would've never happened if I was around you
I'm in a circus of feelings, I'm just a clown to you
Fxck feelings and fxck love, go do you