You Would Not Want To Be Me Video (MV)

My head is spinning
I'm not in control
The body is alive
But the mind dissolves

Pushing forward through this, alone
I have to live until this body is gone

I will get through this
My will be done
With bread and water
That feed the hunger

Hands are shaking
I can't take anymore
Vision shrinking
I collapse on the floor

Waking up in a pool, of sweat
Wondering if I'm dead yet

I will get through this
My will be done
With bread and water
That feed the hunger

It's happening again
I'm becoming something else
Until I rot inside the ground (this is what we've left)

I've figured all of it out
And I'm no longer kind enough to spare you any guilt
We do this to ourselves

Slipping lower
I am inside of the earth
I am dead forever
Bury me in the mud and filth

I am pure
You cannot take away what I have done
The impression has been burnt in
My being will remain forever