iamjakehill - state of mind Lyrics

I thought I had it all figured out
I had to burn some bridges down
Don't want the world to see me now
Another lonely night that I fall inside my head (Get it together)
Then I crawl inside my bed (I'm like whatever)
I don't care if I wake up
This shit sucks
Got a bag that's packed and I'll test my luck

I'm cliché, look, another sad song
And I've got the freeway in my sights
Can I get some leeway even if I'm dead wrong?
I don't wanna say goodbye, but tonight I'm desperate

So how do I learn to love myself if I hate everything else?
Is anybody there to watch me drown?
Don't help, I've been beating myself down
Why do I even try? What a waste of time
I really gotta shake that state of mind
I feel like I've been buried alive
I'm running out of time

I put a tough face on, don't give me questions
I wander everywhere I go with no direction
Don't see the point, I've been feeling paranoid
Try and drown out all the noise
I can't handle my emotions
Something's gotta give
These words will only get me so far
I scream out into nothing
I feel like I'm going

Nowhere fast, like the same old story
Nothing ever new, I'm the world's most boring
Tearing me apart from the inside
I don't wanna say goodbye, but tonight I'm desperate

So how do I learn to love myself if I hate everything else?
Is anybody there to watch me drown?
Don't help, I've been beating myself down
Why do I even try? What a waste of time
I really gotta shake that state of mind
I feel like I've been buried alive
I'm running out of time
Why do I even try? What a waste of time
I really gotta shake that state of mind
I feel like I've been buried alive
I'm running out of time