"You see I been through life, been through hell, been through struggles and just might kill myself"
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Moonshine and Narcotics - cotics
Play with my mind I gotta stop it, stop it
Like Hold Up
(Hold Up, What you trynna Pour up?)
Like Hold up
(Yeah, hold up what you trynna smoke up?)
Lucy Telling me
(Drink it, drink it. tell me what it tastes)
This drink really got me tripping, can't describe the feeling
(Smoke it up, smoke it up. till you don't feel the pain)
I'm thinking while I'm hitting this Blunt
I'm trynna Get off the Rush
Feeling kind of numb in my heart and my mind.
Going thru the motions walking around like I'm blind.
Everywhere I search I'm just trynna finna the light
Looking all around that's just something I won't find (find)
Cause I can't find yeah, I can't find (what I'm looking for)
Cause I can't find yeah I can't find what I'm looking
Don't know how I got to this place
I've been feeling sensation running through my veins
I can't even feel my face
This Lean, Hennesy messing with my brain
I'm feeling like I'm about to break
The people around me acting like they ain't phased
Now I'm feeling like a slave
The devil making me feel like I can't be saved
I got ten seconds left, trynna catch my breath
I ain't trynna flex, trynna beat this flesh
Tried to confess, now I made a mess
Tried to be the best, now I'm living stressed
Yeah, Hold Up
(Hold Up, What you trynna Pour up?)
Like Hold up
(Yeah, hold up what you trynna smoke up?)
Lucy Telling me
(Drink it, drink it. tell me what it tastes)
This drink really got me tripping, can't describe the feeling
(Smoke it up, smoke it up. till you don't feel the pain)
I'm thinking while I'm hitting this Blunt
I'm trynna Get off the Rush
Feeling kind of numb in my heart and my mind
Going thru the motions walking around like I'm blind
Everywhere I search I'm just trynna finna the light
Looking all around that's just something I won't find (find)
Cause I can't find yeah, I cant find (what I'm looking for)
Cause I can't find yeah I can't find what I'm looking
Pour that up, and I ain't talking soda
Drank a cup of that Stella Rosa
Learn real quick that ain't the way for me
Got a couple of bottles from the corner store
Out of body out of mind when I drink
Don't like the feeling so I don't no more
Cause I give control to the bottle
Cloud 9, yeah ya boy feel hallow
Danger danger, gave my power to a stranger, stranger (oh God)
Wait, imma put it to you like this
Yeah I know it feels good just to get yo fix
Take that sip, or light it up and take that hit
But you're morals you will forget in due time just wait
Choose your poison, lose yourself
Please consider, your self-want
Just cause it feels right don't mean that it ain't wrong
I mean you can get so high
But you'll never find your way home
What you gonna do then?
So what you gonna do now?
Go on put the drugs down
Go on put the guns down (Faith)
Feeling kind of numb in my heart and my mind
Going thru the motions walking around like I'm blind
Everywhere I search I'm just trynna finna the light
Looking all around that's just something I won't find (find)
Cause I can't find yeah, I can't find (what I'm looking for)
Cause I can't find yeah I can't find, I'm just trynna find the Lord yeah
Muzikbangz in the building