904 Raised Video (MV)

I could never go back to how I used to be
At the same time I'm not gone pretend to be
I'm just be how I tend to be
That's to be a better person each and everyday
Why frustrated
Just because you see another person make it
Know the story before the glory you'll appreciate it
Times can get tough pray to God and keep grinding
Most importantly remain humble stay faithful
I think truly started writing as a teenager
I wrote rhymes just for fun back in elementary
But right now
It just seems different
Let you tell it I may have changed start acting funny
I'm on a different path you can't see the drawing
Trap myself in a room just to be alone
Ironically I hate being alone
Sometimes I wish she can get it in her f***ing dome
I'm sorry if you feel that I'm in the wrong
I just wanna feel loved so I can feel right
I dish so much love I don't feel right
Ain't no hold me tight
Ain't no kiss goodnight
You suck the love outta me like a parasite
I feel so angry I can't help but being f***ing nice
Now I gotta smile
Pretend that I'm alright
Lord knows I cry and cry my soul away
I ask the Lord how much more is it to take
Please Lord please take the pain away
I'm feeling lost right now show me the way
Look me dead in the face
Do I look like I care
I'm trynna make sure that sister got some food on her plate
I'm hungry for y'all get that mash with that steak
Praying on my soul I can catch that big break
Established 1997
Born into the s*** that made you turn into a savage
They reconcile with pain poisoned by they blinded madness
And through my own madness I been working on my patiences
Waiting for the day that I can scream out momma we made it
And scream out daddy we made it
And scream baby we made it
Cannot let the faith be faded
The last time I talked to God was some time ago
Not proud of some past it weighs my conscious low
I bet it's made of pure steel but still knocking down doors
It's red pill or blue pill which one you gone choose
You better pick your poison boy cuz either way you gone lose
Holla
She gone shake it for a dollar
Making any moves necessary to make her way into college
Get that knowledge
Let's be honest you knock the woo down now she honest
Had some major setbacks I had to
Get my mind right then I had to
Focus on the goal that I had to
Go and get this money B**** I had to
B**** I had to
Reevaluate these moves those were bad moves
Had to step it up a knotch that I had to
Yeah I had to
Go and get it for myself cant rely on favors
Faith is dead without works that's what God tell us
Can't believe all the s*** that he's put me through
But he said there won't be more than you can handle
For a minute and a second I was a lil dismantled
I think I come to realize that I cracked in pressure
Let the voices get into me when the times had mattered
Now they on me like LeBron's record in the finals
Damn where they do that at
Everyday I'm not in a game I'm putting on these packs
So let em know these heavy hitters putting them to rest
On my dear Bessie