iamchristian - changing Lyrics

You remember all those nights?
Barley living, always struggle to survive
If I had a time vault, which I don't, I bet id see the future and it wouldn't bright
Yeah, I guess that's the way it is
I don't even really know, I don't feel like a kid
The kid ain't really kidding
Kids like us don't wanna live
We stuck up in this nightmare and it feels like it's never gonna end
I just changed my whole perspective
I only change when you're around
Just to get that love and affection
The things i'd give to hear your sound
I just changed my whole perspective
I only change when you're around
Just to get that love and affection
The things i'd give to hear your sound
Changed so much, don't know who I am
Can't find me cause i'm buried in the sand
Can't find me cause I left me when I was ten
I'm not a man, i'm trying to make amends yeah
But I can't, no no no
But I can't, woah woah woah
But I can't, no no no
But I can't, woah woah woah
Can you stop the games?
Can you even hear me? can you hear my pain?
Can you hear my voice? Do I have to scream your name?
It's okay, cause I got someone to blame
There's a circle, and it's making me feel left out
At least i'm not caged
At least i'm not broken
Well, at least i'm not fake
At least I had your back when you played all your plays
At least I did everything to keep you safe, nah
You never did the same for me, and that's messed up
You never made me feel like we the next ones
I'm not even sure if i'm special
Am I special?
Are we special?
I just changed my whole perspective
I only change when you're around
Just to get that love and affection
The things i'd give to hear your sound
I just changed my whole perspective
I only change when you're around
Just to get that love and affection
The things i'd give to hear your sound
Changed so much, don't know who I am
Can't find me cause i'm buried in the sand
Can't find me cause I left me when I was ten
I'm not a man, i'm trying to make amends, yeah
But I can't, no no no
But I can't, woah woah woah
But I can't, no no no
But I can't, woah woah woah
In in the sunlight, broken
In in the sunlight, broken
In in the sunlight, broken
In in the sunlight, broken