IamAziatic - Dear Addiction 2 (feat. Courtney Berry & Mike Tyson) Lyrics

I need you, I want you That liquor, no water
We drinkin', we smokin' That leanin', I'm on it
Them Perkys, it's workin' I'm feenin', I'm hurtin
I'm feenin', I'm hurtin
Dear Addiction, yeah Dear addiction, yeah
I can't even walk, I'm here on my last legs
Reminiscing bout the past, I think about time
It's movin' so fast, felt like yesterday I was sittin' in class
So innocent, see all of that now is diminishing
Oh, this what it is just to be an adult
I'm goin' through hell, it ain't even my fault
And it's gettin' worse, I wanna lay in a hearse
I think I need me a church, it feel like I'm cursed
You heard that pain in my verse, the reason I'm stuck in the pills
The reason I'm stuck on that liquor
I hope you ain't judgin' a nigga
But I ain't been makin' no figures
It's harder and harder to figure out
Than lean in the cup, got me leanin' out
Remember that liquor, I spit it out
Now I'm here drinkin' in a big amounts
It ain't the same, wasn't prepared for the change
So high can't remember my name, it's takin' my soul
I keep on failin' my goals
The reason that coke in my nose
Don't care about clothes, yeah
F*ck my appearance, I'm cryin' for help
I'm just hopin' you hear it, you hear it, huh
I need ya, I want ya
That liquor, no water
We drinkin', we smokin
That leanin', I'm on it
Them perky's, it's workin
I'm feenin', I'm hurtin
I'm feenin', I'm hurtin
Dear addiction
Dear addiction
Yeah, yeah
I wanna live a different life now
I wanna live my sober life
I don't wanna die
I'm on the verge of dying
Because I'm a vicious alcoholic
And I've been, I've been, um
Wow
I haven't drank two drugs in six days
And for me, that's a miracle
I've been lyin' to everybody else
To think I was sober, but I'm not
This is my sixth day
I'm never gonna use again
Never gonna use again
Dear rejection