Playmate Video (MV)

I will not apologize for not staying in my place
This self-preservation is my right
There are things I will never change

Perhaps my mind and maybe my soul has gone to waste
In hate, spite and rot
Now's the time to get my mind straight and come to life
Instead of this halt

Just walk down to the old harbor
And see if it's possible
To maybe find some peace of mind
In all this demented nonsense

I'm going to get on the next boat right out of here
And leave town for good
Out to the sea, just where I want to be forevermore
Attempt to find my peace

Perhaps my mind and maybe my soul will persevere
Through hate, spite and rot
Now's the time to leave you for dead and return to life
Leave you for dead

Think of this as you feel the cold creep up on you
Don't forget
You are not the one
I am always

Think of this as I disappear out into the open sea
I was never yours
I was never

You will never catch me
You will never hold me again
Don't think you can fool me
Don't think you can trap me again

Let me go, pain
I will not play with you, you're wicked
Please let me go, pain,
You're never nice to me, I'll leave now
Let me go and I promise
I will never bother you again