Embracing this failed existence
Wondering when life will turn its
Bright side upwards and
Show me its light
This is all that I know
I really can't show
How much I despise all of you
I am going to break
And rot in this place
If I don't find another way
Life and death is the same
And so is this state
Of constant doubt and paranoia
Change is all that it takes
To rid me of hell
Have to figure something out soon