I don't really know who I am
I'm sitting in my room, smashing my head through the wall
I choke on every single breath I take
Don't know what I have to do to make it stop
Make it stop
The pain is getting worse inside of me
The pain is getting worse inside of me
The pain is getting worse inside of me
And I'm running in circles
Can't escape from myself
'Cause I'm terrified, I need a hand to hold
I need you, I wanna be yours
That is what I need
'Cause I'm a f*cking freak
I promise you my dear
You are not the same as before
Yeah, but I promise you my dear
You are not the same as before
Anymore
The pain is getting worse inside of me
The pain is getting worse inside of me
The pain is getting worse inside of me
And I'm running in circles
Can't escape from myself
'Cause I'm terrified, I need a hand to hold
I need you, I wanna be yours
That is what I need
'Cause I'm a f*cking freak
The pain is getting worse inside of me
The pain is getting worse inside of me
The pain is getting worse inside of me
And I'm running in circles
Can't escape from myself
'Cause I'm terrified, I need a hand to hold
I need you, I wanna be yours
That is what I need
'Cause I'm a f*cking freak
And I'm running in circles
Can't escape from myself
'Cause I'm terrified, I need a hand to hold
I need you, I wanna be yours
That is what I need
'Cause I'm a f*cking freak
I am a freak