So burdened with disgust
I wage my war against the world
It can seem a losing battle but it's not
And I'm going out on my shield
How much more can I give of myself?
I'm looking deep inside
If the answers don't come soon I'm f*cked
But I'd rather die then hide
There's monsters hunting me, I would always stand and fight
But this beast I recognize
Oh god, not me
There's monsters hunting me, or just trapped deep inside
But this beast I recognize. Oh god, not me
Myself I do distrust, no perfect martyr for the world
If I think I'm getting out alive I'm not
But I'm going out on my shield
I know the score I've been beaten before
The answers lie inside, I will never know it all who cares?
But I know enough to survive