I AM Jory - Lotus Lyrics

Lucky as the lotus that falls in our game
Love in me reborn causing deep shame
Oh how sweet

Do you remember days together

Rabbit hole lets go down
Hatred brewing love with insanity
Pretty eyes oh pretty eyes
Adoration is for the weak and weary and I adored you so damn dearly

What a waste of a heart
What a waste of a dream
What a waste of my time
What a waste of me

Lucky as the lotus that falls in our game
Love and mistakes never stay the same
Running from the yearning that I'm vying
Do you remember days together
Oh you know that I do

I think about you every time I see the stars
I can feel the phantom tears roll when I see your eyes
The pain inside aching like a stone in a kidney
All my regrets came back and bit me

I am always melodramatic
I wanna die
I don't wanna be remembered
I don't want you to be mourning
I just wanna be lost in your memories by tomorrow morning

Lucky as the lotus that falls in our game
Love and mistakes never stay the same
Running from the yearning that I'm vying
Do you remember days together
I wish that I didn't

When the tea is served and you're feeling so dandy
Remember you are as sweet as rotten candy
Unlucky me to be in love
Lucky you to be in love with someone else

If I die tomorrow
Will you stay away today
Cause yesterday is too far away

Lucky as the lotus that falls in our game
Love in me reborn causing deep shame
Oh how sweet

Lucky as the lotus that falls in our game
Love and mistakes never stay the same
Running from the yearning that I'm vying
Do you remember days together
I wish that I didn't