I'm all yours
Yours truly
All yours
I could ponder every mistake I make
I could think about you everyday but that won't make you love me
Why would you anyway i'm just so bummy
I'm just a giant dummy
I look in a mirror and just think oh f*ck me
Sadness was kicked for a minute but now it came and kicked back
Ruined my kick back
I just wanna sit back drink a cup of tea and see where the night leads me
Never in your arms
Just another night alone on a couch and an achy back
Another night alone and an achy heart
Better get used to it
Cause finding this feeling was way too different
I don't wanna seek love
I just wanna see love
I don't wanna seek love
I just wanna see love
No matter the way I go
No matter the vow I make
No matter the way I say the words I mean
I know you're never gonna love me I can't be loved
I'm lovesick and sick of being alone
But this sword engraved in my heart says i'm a loner
So i'm standing in open flames feeling cold and sold on sadness
This idea of madness soothes all these open wounds
Cause maybe then reality could be a wonderland and land me in a smile
Every single day
In every single way
And i could lose this grip on my pain
Cause I could be okay
If i just stay away
But i don't wanna go
Every single moment with you is slowed down
My heart speeds up
I'm so problematic
I'm sorry if this self hate is so automatic
It's hard to love yourself when everyone berates you
I try my best
But there is no rest
But its okay, ill be okay
I'll be alone when the night ends
The ache in my heart
Has a silver lining
You taught me to live
When all I wanted was to go
Teach me the way of your love
So alone I been wayward
Your eyes met mine then I could barely say words
I been looking all my life for you
Like a goblin never dead
But waiting on death and i'm waiting on you
Pulling me apart to defeat our demons
I'll always come back from the grave in order to save the love we share and
Hold you in my arms then stare into the abyss of your pretty eyes
The only lies that I got are the way I hate myself by saying that all is fine
You can never be mine but everything is still fine
Pain is a bitch but i'm okay suffering if you are happy in the moments with me
The moments I cherish the moments I wish I could relive and redo just a moment with you
I'm so happy i'm in pain with a smile on my face and tear running down my cheek
I may hurt but i don't mind
I really don't mind lying to make you smile when my tears are about fall
When I see you its like a dream come true
You fine tuned my mind
You let my demons out
I know its alright
I know i'm happy with you
Truly