I7eventy5ive - Blame You Lyrics

Once upon a time, was lost off in a dream
When I opened up my eyes, my world was just so mean
Aint what it seemed in the light, my life just aint alright
Everyday would turn to night, while contemplating suicide
The girl chasing the boy, the boy chasing the girl
Stuck inside a vicious cycle, that consumed my whole world
Watch the smoke swirl, get these thoughts out of my head
If I overdose again, no luck left, probably end up dead
I'm on my last leg, while i'm out here chasing paper
Savage nature, making danger, chopping H up with a razor
Need to taper, but I double down, can't save this shit for later
Craving instant gratification, can't change my behavior
Gotta get it right, and hold tight
I'm rockin and a rollin til I make it in the spotlight
Yeah, yeah, yeah, my shit is uncut
But one is too many and a thousand ain't enough

I wanna blame you for my troubles
I wanna blame you for my pain
I wanna blame you for problems
I wanna blame you for the games

Keep on doing what your doing, get what you always got
My chick left me for a woman, so i'm out here chasing THOTS
Trying to change selfish behaviors, now don't gotta carry glocks
The block ain't hot no more, and no more court cases caught
Trying to find a new direction, new outlook on life
It forces me to write, put up this fight, despite what I like
So I get on the mic, and make this music I love
And i'm feeling alright, I got a power from Above
And that's what's up, I gotta make it, cuz it's something to do
And if a hater wanna doubt me homie, F*ck you too
My shit is true, ain't bout the talking, I spit what I know
What I have seen, what I have learned, not bout my gats and my blow
Don't get me wrong cuz in my time, I've made a lot on the grind
F*ckin with Rolls and Food and Ice, Trust me I know the term "Shine"
I'm not lying when I say it, words are not exaggerations
But one day at a time, right now, remaining with patience

I wanna blame you for my troubles
I wanna blame you for my pain
I wanna blame you for problems
I wanna blame you for the games

Perception is a must, I'm learning how to live
Change the way I think, gotta do it for my kids
Do it for my family and I do it for myself
Life is what you make it, put that bottle on the shelf
Things are getting better, and I'm learning as I go
Had to do it different, so I ran away from home
Try to take it slow and stop controlling everything
And realized that I'm the only one that I can blame

I wanna blame you for my troubles
I wanna blame you for my pain
I wanna blame you for problems
I wanna blame you for the games