I've been living in my own negativity and trying my best
To stay afloat and letting my sorrow fade away
I never thought that finding happiness would be this hard
I've been lying and blaming myself for everything that they have done
Destroying every single part of me
I gotta live my life like how i want it to be
So stop inhaling all this misery that's been going on
Just live my life and make the best of it
Ive spent these sleepless nights feeling broken
All i needed was the love from you but everything just falls apart
I still can't contain all the words you said
It doesn't matter whether dead or alive
While you paint your demons on me
Remember when you say it was easy
You make it hard for me to carry on living I gotta live my life like how i want it to be
So stop inhaling all this misery that's been going on
Just live my life and make the best of it
It's about time that you meet the beast
You turned a blind eye and you failed to see
I can't count the nights that I failed to sleep
All I'm hearing are your piercing screams
I cant stop this downward spiral
Nose dive into the darkest aisle
And now its all survival
I'm blocked by a ring of fire
This life's got me in a stare down
I'm wandering at the devil's playground
Burnt my hands as I try to play it down
I hear your name in the quiet air, now
Why's your hands up my neck again?
I wonder is this where I die again?
The sound of your voice fill the air in crescendo
This is it Its time that I let go
Trapped myself in the darkest towers
I submit to the highest powers
No more, hiding in your darkest shade of black
No more, wondering why the skies never smile back
I'm cursed at and I know
I'm on the edge of a sinkhole
I hold back as I go
There's light at the end of the tunnel
But she's archangelic
The only song that I'll move with
Now I'm torn and tattered
My devotion's blood and bruises I'm cursed at and I know
I'm on the edge of a sinkhole
I hold back as I go
There's light at the end of the tunnel
But she's archangelic
The only song that I'll move with
Now I'm torn and tattered
My devotion's blood and bruises
All the lies that's been told they come back to me.