Hyldeguard - The sun is not one but everything I love Lyrics

I've been trying to see past all my fears
The memories have never left me
I've been trying to see if having someone's better for me
Or should I just keep my records clean

I've been trying to see don't know where I'm in
Till someone saved me and that someone is me
I've been trying to see what you did to me
I'm way past angry
Self loathing ain't a good look on me

I used to believe there is nothing called love and you can't be redeemed
Oh love is a dream
That's something runs in my bloodstream
10 years since you have left me
I am done hating things ruined my family
Been trying to love everything people give

I will live in the moment and I can see everything you did
I wouldn't change a thing if you let me
I still love you cuz you are my burgundy
The deepest part inside of me
I've learnt to let go of what once here

I now love everything I'm given
And I couldn't ask for different
Trust me you are still my sun

The sun is not one but everything I love
And here is the reason I love