Everything feels pointless, the world is full of curses
Gotta get good and lost to find that I still have a purpose
Ain't two ways around it, Lord, surrender yourself whole
Only then will this make sense deep inside your soul
I went out with a vengeance, came back a broken man
Innocence, well lost as I begin to understand
Fairness is a fairy tale and love is so elusive
Take it all for granted in that comfortable confusion
Been having a hell of a time trying to find that silver lining
Because I can't get off the ground, I'm feeling mighty down but I keep trying
Searching for a new home, there's nowhere else to live
The country is too lonely, the city just too big
If home is where the heart is, then I'm an empty shell
I left it back there with her if my memory serves me well
Still having a hell of a time trying to find that silver lining
Because I can't get off the ground, I'm feeling mighty down but I keep trying
Oh, hell
Well, I've done my share of grieving, done had my fits of rage
Acting like a heathen since sixteen years of age
I'm pumping on the brakes now, well I think I had enough
Once I was afraid of fear, now it ain't so tough
Still having a hell of a time trying to find that silver lining
Because I can't get off the ground, I'm feeling mighty down but I keep trying
Still having a hell of a time trying to find that silver lining
Because I can't get off the ground, I'm feeling mighty down but I keep trying
Oh, hell