Human Error - FOR YOU Lyrics

What happens when I die, what the f*ck do I believe in
Time keeps cheating death, left inside where my sky turned to ceiling
Take my two steps up, then I fall back one
Leave my two cents in, wait for the call back, none
Don't you dare talk back
I'll take the Amtrak out of town, tighten up the anorak
F*ck holding these tears back now
These fears i've built for years along this dirt path
Bruise my knuckles, choosing beggars kept a razor pack
Count me out, hold me last, I'm done with the fast
I've been troubled since the past
Pain doubled since the last time we checked in, flashback
Just another needle in my haystack
Don't make me go back
Don't make me go back

I don't wanna beg to you
Signed in cursive at the comma
Times is urgent hence the throttle, but I
I don't wanna go back
I don't wanna go back

They'll never know how I felt
Feel like I'm crying for help
Thinking that I was the problem
I am at war with myself
Already broke all my welts
Took all the books of the shelf
Pain in my knees, I can't prosper
From all the times that I knelt
People be actin like plastic
I can see it don't need glasses
I'm living life to the fullest
I'm f*cking scared of the casket
Runnin away from the ashes
Rip the stitching out the patches
I go from summer to winter
How I'm falling off the branches
Told me to look on the bright side
I can't seem to find a highlight
I'm tryna fend for myself
But I'm fading in the twilight
But I'm fading in the twilight
But I'm fading in the twilight
But I'm fadin-
Yeah

It was raining
Walked to the car, I stood there crying
Staring at the stars
When I think dating, I don't get this far
But I ain't staying, up in the dark
Just for
Raining
Walked to the car, I stood there crying
Staring at the stars
When I think dating, I don't get this far
But I ain't staying, up in the dark
Just for you
Just for you
For you
Just for you