Hotline - a better surrounding Lyrics

This is all I have
There's nothing left
No way of telling, or knowing what's best
Nothing but paper and pen with me
Oh what a long couple months, I can tell this will be
I've boarded up all the windows around me
All just to find, a better surrounding
Ain't see the sun anymore since in hiding
All of those memories haunted by you are binding
I've spent weeks at a time while I've rot in this room
No matter what kind of perspective you look it's askew
All the writing and pages on my walls
You can tell for a fact that I've about lost it all
I've boarded up all the windows around me
All just to find, a better surrounding
Ain't see the sun anymore since in hiding
All of those memories haunted by you are binding
I've spent weeks at a time while I've rot in this room
No matter what kind of perspective you look it's askew
All the writing and pages on my walls
You can tell for a fact that I've about lost it all
I've about lost it...