Hope Slide - Between the Blinks Lyrics

I'm a walking paradox
Of untimely devotion
I believe in what I see
But I don't like to sleep
But I spend too much time anticipating life
Between the blinks
Oh I'm such a f*cking mess
But know that I'm trying my best
Oh I'm such a f*cking mess
But know that I'm trying my best
It's hard to break the back of a man
When he is spineless
Cursed to writhe amongst the leaves
Like worms or maggots
Feed for the crows
And all the song birds whom he replicates
Friends are a nightmare
When they parade like they're seventeen
Feet under pressure drugs and drink
Madness oh won't you come back to me
Because some things take time
Some things die upon the vine
Oh I'm such a f*cking mess
Where does light go?
But know that I'm trying my best
When the room goes dark
Oh I'm such a f*cking mess
Where does light go?
But know that I'm trying my best
When the room goes dark
It's hard to think that you're great
When someone goes out of their way
I just want to make something
Beautiful
I just want to make something
True and clear
Just to say
I was here
Oh I'm such a f*cking mess
But know that I'm trying my best
Oh I'm such a f*cking mess
But know that I'm trying my best