Hope For Now - Masquerade Lyrics

Living in a Masquerade
Running from mistakes I've made
But the damage is done
Can't escape the monster I've become
I live every day
In a haze half awake
Longing to feel something more than agony

If misery loves company why does everyone leave me?
I can't escape this place in my head
Taking steps from all the wrong decisions that I've made

It's unforgettable: the day I lost your touch
I only cope with memories and this bottle as a crutch
I don't know if I can escape this place in my head
I've tried so many times but I hit the bottom instead

You think you know me but I don't know myself
I'm just so sick of trying to be like everyone else I'm not supposed to feel this way but I can't find a way to change

If misery loves company why does everyone leave me?
I can't escape this place in my head
Taking steps from all the wrong decisions that I've made

If misery loves company why does everyone leave me?

I'm searching for a sign of life just to realize I'm hollow inside I can't remember when I lost my light;
I've never felt alive

I've been thinking of ways to bring you back to me But nothing seems to work I'm in love with the hurt

I'm so in love with this hurt