Hoodooleen - I Found... Lyrics

So I found hope where there's no profit to be made
The only unit upon we which measure our wealth is our name
Never so strange did my name sound to me
So I wonder is it hope that I found is it hope that I found or myself

So I found the truth when I was caught in a lie
When I was ashamed of who I have become and I wish that I could die
As I moved on with a cloud of shame over me
I wonder is it truth that I found is it truth that I found or myself

So I found God but not where I was looking for
As I stood in his presence I never felt more alone
Ever since I was born we have shared the same path
So I wonder is it God that I found is it God that I found or myself

I found peace in the most destructive war
Breaking apart and destroying everything that I stood for
On the battlefield as I drew my last breath oh no
I wonder is it peace that I found
Is it peace that I found or myself

So I found pain in the most delightful form
Keepin' me safe as I drown as I drown
In it's poisonous foam
I never felt this safe before
An I was shocked that I felt so
So I wonder is it pain that I found
Is it pain that I found or myself

So I found myself after I found everything else
In a pile of bones in a grave where they laid me when I passed away
As you walk over me you help me realize
That me and myself were the same
Only death always stood on our way