Honey Boy - Anxiety Lyrics

Yeah I told you that she cheating
I told you that she lie
I told you she ain't love you
Now who the f*ck was right
Yeah I told you that she cheating
I told you that she lie
I told you she ain't love you
Now who the f*ck was right
Now do you trust me
Now that she f*cked you
Now that your losing your mind
Now Will you come back
Now will love me
Trust me and
Give me your time yeah
F*ck what you think Outta line yeah
Chasing a dream
Dat they die for
Shit they take eye for an eye for
Outta my head ss the rain pours
Go ahead open the damn door
Anxiety flooding the damn floor
I am so sick of you damn whores
Sucking me dry I'm on all fours
Half courts
Too short
She tell me I knew you wouldn't make
Why you shoot for
Damn
How am I supposed to make it up when all of them been praying on my fall
But f*ck em all
I will arise
And push aside
The door from here
They made of stone
And once again
They'll play the fool
That telling me they knew it deep
That I would make it
Yeah that's f*cking creep
Anxiety
Anxiety
You were there for me
You were there for me
Anxiety
Anxiety
What you want from me
Yeah what you want from me
I'm trying to be what you want from me
I'm trynna be what you couldn't be
I'm trynna be different from all of the millions
But dammit you killing me constantly
I don't know why
I don't know why
I don't know why it's been up in my mind
I don't know why
I don't know why
I cannot sleep anymore
It's a lie
Gimme some time
Gimme some time
Stop all the screaming
I'm losing my sight
Out of my head out of my mind
I cannot take all the voices of mine
Telling me all that you gotta be gone
Telling me all of the drugs I been on
Making me strong
Yeah but they feeding you taking from God
He ain't around anymore when I'm
Right and you wrong
Fighting the devil for part of my soul
Battle in heaven I'm feeling the pull
I cannot take anymore in fact
I thinks it's time that I broke the rack
Feeling my heart as it pumps to a beat
It's too fast
Feeling akin
It's a heart attack
Momma she pray for me nightly
I might be
A little bit saved but I promised my soul to the devil
He mighty
Behave
Feeling the echo inside of the cave
Holding me hostage
Mind is a slave
God I'm depraved
Thoughts start to roll
Like my mind at a rave
F*ck all the pain
Yeah I know I'm a super
A hero no cape
Anxiety
Anxiety
You were there for me
You were there for me
Anxiety
Anxiety
What you want from me
Yeah what you want from me
Give me the dream that I had since a kid
Back when I wrote for the sake of my fix
Back when I wrote about you in the dark
Pouring on pages the blood of my heart
Dripping from one to the next tothe next
Pushing my boundaries
I'm trynna connect
All of the dots as they float through
My mind
How many lives can I live
I got time
Give me the strength to perceive all the lies
They always showing me through their disguise
Dammit believe it
And try to perceive it
These dreams they are gonna kill me
Fill me with despair
I know you care
But your out there
And I'm in here
They won't let me out I fear
It's so cavalier
Yeah
I'm
Never
Leaving my mind
Letting the demons
Out in the light
They in control
No more fighting as it goes
Pushing my brain to the max
As I die
Anxiety, baby don't leave me tonight
You were the one who told me
She a lie
How did you know baby
Pull out the knife
Telling me dammit
You did it again
Trusted in something
But not in your friends
Telling you that it was
Lust in your eyes
How could I know it was love in disguise
Dammit you killing me
Love to an enemy
Feeding me all of these lies
Feeding me all of thesse lies yeah
Anxiety
Anxiety
You were there for me
You were there for me
Anxiety
Anxiety
What you want from me
Yeah what you want from me