Holy Sons - Chemical Fire Lyrics

I'm gonna come out of the days when my mind was a chemical fire,,
And I spread the shards of a thousand wires,,
Looking every night for that ritual jolt,,
Every omen and every curse was unknowingly my fault...

One can sit satisfied and dig that same old hole,,
Inebriated with self concern and no self control,,
It's up to you to decide if that pain is real,,
And stop the temptation to narrate how you feel...

I don't get the feeling that you care about yourself or getting anywhere,,
I am moving on with things to do,,
The things that matter to me just don't matter to you,,
You never taught me the things you said you would,,
I need to know more about this world that's good,,
You never taught me the things you said you would...