Holmes - cannot separate from the pain Lyrics

When you don't want me no more, you'll throw me away
Cheatin' my love like it's a game
No consequence, slash my heart"child's play"
And then you're screamin' at me"why do you stay?"
You only come around when the medication goes to work
Never here for me when I'm feelin' like I'm at my worst
And when it all goes to hell, you don't look back, won't put it in reverse
Squeezin' every ounce of good out of me, swear where I'm gonna burst
Me and the pain are a two-way package
If you want one, the other gotta have it
Takin' my love like you are an addict
Skeletons from my heart locked up in the attic
This pain is such a habit
Hear the desperation in my voice it's getting kinda tragic
And you don't want me no more, you use me like a gadget
You're obsessive to the core, yeah, you're such a fanatic
Why did I fall for you?
Regretting it all the time
If what we had was true
Maybe I wouldn't have lost my mind
Empty bottles sittin' on my nightstand
Remind me how messed up I am
We were doomed to fall apart, it was always bound to happen
Low supply of serotonin, but such a high demand
To make my mind work
If loving you was easy, would it really be worth doin?
But I can't live without it, it's my curse
If it wasn't really hurting, was it ever gonna work?
Me and the pain are a two-way package
If you want one, the other gotta have it
Takin' my love like you are an addict
Skeletons from my heart locked up in the attic
This pain is such a habit
Hear the desperation in my voice it's getting kinda tragic
And you don't want me no more, you use me like a gadget
You're obsessive to the core, yeah, you're such a fanatic
Me and the pain are a two-way package
If you want one, the other gotta have it
Takin' my love like you are an addict
Skeletons from my heart locked up in the attic
This pain is such a habit
Hear the desperation in my voice it's getting kinda tragic
And you don't want me no more, you use me like a gadget
You're obsessive to the core, yeah, you're such a fanatic