Celestial Video (MV)

You push me over the edge un
Til I wish that I was dead I️
Don't have nowhere else to go these
Thoughts keep me locked in my head don't
Try to tell me how to feel you
Don't even know how I feel
You don't even know how I think I
Don't even know what is real I
Wish I️ didn't have to do this
Wish I wasn't going through this
I don't wanna talk about it
If I keep talking imma lose it
I told you once that I'm crazy
I️ don't really wanna prove it
I don't really wanna hurt you
I cannot help it if I do it
Now you've been warned
Had this struggle since the day I was born
Always the thoughts in the two different sides of my mind getting torn
Always I stay by myself it's a choice at the same time I feel like I'm scorned
I been a failure cause Diamond have never adorned
Constantly needing to be reassured
This is the shit I️ been forced to endure
I don't wanna have a conversation
Not here not now
You can't understand my frustration
Just let me come back down