Accident (feat. Sor) Video (MV)

Came from a place where there's fields behind every house
I was a child of the Korn
Middle of nowhere never felt like
I belonged there wishing I hadn't been born
Never had friends that were into the same shit as me
Alone in my room I was bored
Feeling rotten to the core
Just waiting to walk out the door
I don't wanna be here no more
Life always felt like a chore
Pretended that I was a Christian
But didn't believe in the shit I was witnessing
Life kept on going but I was uninterested
Now I'm a bad role model for my siblings
Speak to myself, nobodies listening
Drugs in my mouth got my visuals glistening
Just trying to get out the place I'm imprisoned in
Tried fitting in
By taking me out
The person you knew but knew nothing about
This is the point I start losing myself
By the time I realized it was too late for help
Thought that my bitch was a ride or die
Ha now I know that was a lie
She said goodbye
I wanted to die
But really I just wanted someone to tell me that I was alright
I never had that
Thought I belonged in a trash bag
Riding around in a hatchback
Looking like where is the cash at
No money no soul
Don't know where to go
Shopping at the thrift store
Hollow with the holes in my clothes
Thinking About putting a hole in my dome
Every time that I'm by myself for too long
Only thing I know is
What being alone is
Just tryna get noticed
I could never focus
F*ck this
If I had a choice
I wouldn't have chose this
Broken
Cold and
Frozen
Floating
Wanting
Something
Hollow
Soulless
Only thing I know is
What being alone is
Just tryna get noticed
I could never focus
F*ck this
If I had a choice
I wouldn't have chose this
Broken
Cold and
Frozen
Floating
Wanting
Something
Hollow
Soulless
Maybe the reason I don't have a f*cking purpose
Is because my parents didn't have me on purpose
Hard to feel alive when your life is just a burden
Wanna apologize my momma did not deserve this
Father wasnt ready to support another person
So when I showed up momma got deserted
I don't even blame him
Prolly woulda done the same thang
If I got a girl pregnant at such a young age
But I didn't so I guess you could say
That I learned from my parents mistakes
Either way
Nothing was the same
And it drives me insane
Every time I think
Of all of the different ways
That shit could've changed
That's the reason why my brain
Gonna stay stained
Till the day my blood drain
And my body decomposes and gets washed away in the f*cking rain
I won't respawn this is not a game
My mother always told me I'm the reason she's alive
No that's a lie The moment I was born is the moment
That you waved all of your hopes and dreams goodbye
I don't think I was worth it what a f*cking waste of time
Doomed since I came out the uterus
Always been useless I wish this was humorous
No I ain't joking
I was born broken
And when I die cut me open and take out my organs so maybe
I'll finally be slightly more than good for nothing
Burn all that's left of me I don't need none of it
Just welcome me into hell let me out of this realm f*ck it I'm done with it