Hide my bottles under the bed
How much more can you take
I'll be gone when she wake
All my scripts starting to complicate
Feel sick all the time
But at least i'm still alive
(I'm still alive)
I feel you're trying to ask what's wrong
Feel empty inside like i'm losing my mind
Only things that I gave up could make me feel fine
Got half a mind to go pick up, but now I've got half a mind
(Got half a mind)
Nightmares every night about just getting too high
But I fantasize about it all the f*cking time
Thinking about every damn line but that's just life
(That's just life)
Take the old pictures of me down off the walls (down off the walls)
Cant look myself in the mirror without feeling shame
I'm ashamed (oh i'm ashamed)
Smile in every photo when I was young with my friends
I used to have fun with my friends
Everyone moved on, but everything good comes to an end
Hide all of my bottles under the bed
How much more can you take
I'll be gone when she wake
(When she wakes)
All my scripts starting to complicate
(Complicate)
I feel sick all the time
But at least i'm still alive
Thought I was flying I was falling instead
Sleeping throughout the day
I played my life like a game
Felt I found love I found the devil instead
The feeling I always looked for
(That I always looked for)
I cant feel good anymore