Hollow Vessel - Into the Void Lyrics

This is just the way I am
Ain't nobody gonna change me
This is just the way I am
Ain't nobody gonna change me
This is just the way I am
Ain't nobody gonna change me
This is just the way I am
Ain't nobody gonna change me

Look I know I'm not alone
And I'm sorry to be so cold
Like a corpse on the floor
So when my wife opens the door
All she sees is my dead body
All she sees is my flesh rotting
I know only God can stop me
And he doesn't exist
So why am I standing here
Shaking my fist
I should be pissed
Instead of sobbing and crying
Instead of fraudulent lying
Telling y'all that I'm fine when
All I wanna do when I wake everyday
Is to make the mistake of replyin
I wanna commit suicide
And then oh shit I hear sirens...
Outside my windows
Y'all friends hoes.
Yallwready know
I'm bout ta go
Offa the grid
Shoulda been quiet
Shoulda never said shit
But this is my problem
I let shit slip
And it can really get
Really so repetitive
Like I OD'ed on a taste
Of my own medicine
Why the hell is destiny
Letting me live
Like all of those friends
Like all of those friends
That I thought that I needed
That I thought that I needed
Are really the reason
Are really the reason
That I feel so defeated
That I feel so defeated
Why do I do it
Why do I do it
Again and again
Again and again
The same old delusion
The same old delusion
Friend after friend after friend after...

This is just the way I am
Ain't nobody gonna change me
This is just the way I am
Ain't nobody gonna change me
This is just the way I am
Ain't nobody gonna change me
This is just the way I am
Ain't nobody gonna change me