Spare Me
I've wasted too much time
Watching my life fall to pieces
I'll drown these thoughts out
Blackout and erase the pain
It's the price I've paid
A game I lose each day
And now it's over
What a f*cking waste of my time
I can only hope one day
You'll find someone
To give your all to
Then be abandoned
Like I have been
Countless times
Hopeless and broken
Everytime I think of your eyes
I begin to feel
As if my chest is caving in
Corruption in my skin
A rotting deep within
Choke on your promises
That you f*cking made to me
Choke on your apathy
You're f*cking worthless
I don't deserve this
I'll never be what you wanted of me
I'll never be what you wanted of me
You can slither your way
Through another f*cking lie
But what good is a snake
Without it's f*cking tongue
And now it's over
Spare me
I've wasted too much time
Watching my life fall to pieces