Hollow Doubt - Wonder Lyrics

Looking for a reason
To pull my head off my bed
At night as I stare into the night sky
There's a hollow heart watching me fall apart
He's waiting for the rapture to start
As I wonder If it's worth chasing after
My hopes and dreams
Or am I just wasting away?
So watch this as I pour my soul to paper
Or something that's close
So just watch this
We have been sheltered from our birth
To avoid the burdens of our past
And the shadows that they cast
Have covered us from the start
So I wonder If I'll turn out like them
My fears and worries
As I wonder
The demons have started to rise
From the burning hells that lay in my mind
These chains that bind my wrists
Drag me to a grave that I paved