Am i the only one
Cuz this isn't where i belong
I'm caving in
I'm tired of crying
So tired of trying
So hard
I'm dying inside now
I'm tired of crying
So tired of trying
So hard
I'm dying
Take
Take this pain from me
Through the darkest days
Where my mind can re set
Me on repeat
Wake me up to my lucid dreams
Hear me through the autocratic silence
Set me free
I'm fading to the skies of grey
Just like my body Decay
I'm holding my breath again
Are you listening
Am I forgiven
If I could just realise
Before my mind paralise
That this isn't meant to be
Am I still falling
Cuz it's never ending
Quarantined in my afflictions
Where my mind refuses to drain the essence of you
Lost in a black void
I'm growing frail, with my hopes to derail
Do we hail from a fairy tale that is going to bail?
You were so naive, you were so blind
So distant
I pushed my heart and mind into this effervescent allegiance
I tore my soul, I bored a hole
A pill at a time
I've been dejected
I've been rejected
Trying so hard to climb these walls you have erected
You've zoned me out
You've drown me down
A tear at a time
We are seeds of exponential desires
Sowed separately fearing we would connect
We've been taught to forsake by our mother
But little did they know that our roots are entangling under the earth
This energy is following
My rage is billowing
We, the left behinds, are off the grid
Yeah
I'm never happy
I never had it
In my darkness i call this
My brand new home
Take
Take this pain from me
Through the darkest days
Where my mind can rest
Set me on repeat
Wake
Me up to my lucid dreams
Hear me through the autocratic silence
Set me free
I'm fading to the skies of grey
Just like my body Decay
I'm holding my breath again
Are you listening
Am I forgiven
If I could just realise
Before my mind paralise
That this isn't meant to be
Am I still falling
Cuz it's never ending
I am alive
I'm a whole new redesign
Yeah!