Holehearted - T.T.E. Lyrics

My mind is a slave,
I'm dragging it by a chain,
My empty head has become filled with clouds,
Making me delusional,
Thinking I am one of grandeur,
Ready to sacrifice my mind,
So I can keep this feeling going on forever & ever & ever & ever,
The urge to not be alive,
Is worse than the urge to feel paralyzed,
All of the weight on my shoulders is just the nervousness & anxiety,
My one true weakness,
Forcing me into a coma,
Letting the demon take control,
Removing my name,
Forcing me out of my own brain,
Dissecting me so he can talk like me,
But he isn't me,
Reckless, I started,
Now it's not a f*cking game,
I am fighting for my life,
And I'm all to blame,
Please help me,
I'm stuck on this path,
And I can't seem to find the right way back,
I'm an emotionless monster, your worst threat,
This is the end of me,
And I'm not coming back,