Ridin by my lonely
Nothin but my pole but you know I keep it on me
Thinkin bout my younger days when I let drugs control me
Thought I was big pimpin, never listen to my OG
Suckas tryna fold me, but I can't let em hold me
Talkin out they neck when they ain't even really know me
I was off the perkys thinkin one day ima OD
I was off the perkys thinkin one day ima OD
I was in some real pain, never really went away
Hit another bottle just so I could finally get away
Pop a couple more but always knew that there's a better way
Saw demons at my door, I put their gang before the letter K
Please don't make me do that, I was bout to flash out
40 on my hip, cock back let it blast now
First bitch broke my heart, had me bout to crash out
I'm goin to the bank all I think about is cash now
I've been so gone, I don't think I got the time right now
I been stuck up in my mind right now
I'm just tryna get it right, right now
I need no one, it's just me and my pipe right now
Think I might go get high right now
Cuz I'm tryna catch a flight right now
Phone on dnd I don't wanna take no calls
Staying to myself since they just wanna see me fall
I've been praying everyday that I keep breakin through the walls
Waitin on the days when I can really do it all
Why she leavin, it's not easy when we talk
I'm a lost cause smokin rasta, not your fault
Had a breakdown when you flaked out, had to stop
Saw it play out ain't no way round all the flaws
Heartbreak really changed me, I forgot
Only thing that make it better is buyin foreign off the lot
Pop clutch got her star struck in the drop
I got caught up but I bossed up to the top
On the road again, there's no controllin him
Ain't no way I'll show the pain that I been holdin in
Stay away I'm okay, I just really gotta go with it
Stay away I'm okay, I just really gotta go with it
I've been so gone, I don't think I got the time right now
I been stuck up in my mind right now
I'm just tryna get it right, right now
I need no one, it's just me and my pipe right now
Think I might go get high right now
Cuz I'm tryna catch a flight right now