HO11OW - Change Lyrics

Oh, I'm so low
I pray that time will move slow
I don't know where to go
I guess I'll just hide down in a hole
But lately it's not workin'
Everything is hurtin'
Everything is worsenin' and worsenin' and
I know, what I'm used to has to go
But I got one question

Does it matter if it's true?
Does it matter if the only thing I care about is you?
Does it matter if it's fake?
Does it matter if I'm making a mistake?
I'm dreamin' and I'm fighting demons
I don't wanna leave it behind
It's cold outside
Why am I still here?
Think I should've died
Tell me, why am I still here?

But my mind's gone
I don't know who I can even rely on
And every time I see that place
My mind goes back
I hate seeing things like this
I hope and pray that I'll save the day
When everything is fixed
But my mind's gone
I don't know who I can even rely on
And every time I see that place
My mind goes back
I hate seeing things like this
But I know eventually, everything has to change

(Change, change)
(I don't know who I can even rely on)
(Mind goes back) (Change)
(Change)
But I know eventually, everything has to change
(Change, change)
(I don't know who I can even rely on)
(Mind goes back) (Change)
(Change)
But I know eventually, everything has to change

I need to stay calm
I can't hide from it forever
I need somewhere to run to
'Cause this is way too much to handle
Don't let it get to you
Don't let it get into your head
'Cause that's what I did
Now I'm confused and I don't know where to go