HO11OW - Broken Toys Lyrics

I wish I could go back to the times
When I was never afraid
Of the demons hidin' behind my eyes
I couldn't see them at the time
Why can't it always be that easy?
I've said this so many times
I sit and look at my broken toys
Everything was better back then
I wasn't paranoid of what would happen next
I sit and look at my broken toys
Everything was better back then
I hope to God that I'll see you once again
I've been stuck in my own head before
But it's never been like this
In my head, I can hear a civil war
Got some clean thoughts on my wish list
Who am I? Who are you?
I just wanna go back
Got no clue what to do
Don't give me a heart attack
I've been trying to find a way back
But right now I
I sit and look at my broken toys
Everything was better back then
I wasn't paranoid of what would happen next
I sit and look at my broken toys
Everything was better back then
I hope to God that I'll see you once again
That I'll see you once again