You light me up and I feel your presence
My concern is that we're both vulnerable to depression
In the midst of this, it's just part of your essence
Maybe it's your vengeance for being alone since adolescence
I know you been adored, but also spinning in sore
Like them two door Fords, they don't make 'em like you no more
You said it ain't like you to be succumbing to the scene
You ask me why I'm single, I'm not sure what you mean
Seems you could use someone but I ain't tryna be a rebound
Rather bask in this chemistry from third grade that we re-found
Crazy how easy we picked up after twenty
Crazy how within a second I could fill your empty
It all felt so real, but surreal
Got me suspicious, tryna conceal how I feel
If easy come, easy go, imma let you know
This ain't me at my best, so I'm tryna take it slow
You know how it go
20 years later, just like that, huh
That's crazy to me
From 8 to 28
You said you had looked for me before multiple times
But I'm impossible to find
Knowing me you know that's by design, but
I reached out to you, so
Was it you looking for me
Or was it me looking for you
Our trust is innate, ain't no other way, since we was 8
And we would bump our heads together in front of Ms. Bates
She knew even before us what would await
She went to tell my ma, "H is crushing on J"
And she was right
Shit, what else could I say
Even to her I couldn't negate
Despite not knowing what I wanted was you on a date
For that next step, now it's getting even harder to wait
Interest high like mortgage rates, no more to calculate
We could copulate, get it popping late
Lay the wood for the foundation in our realest state
Lay awake the next day with my darling, aye
I'm hungry, but right now I got too much on my plate
I know you can relate, you tryna stand up straight
And walk about-face but sometimes that gate
Don't start to open up til we got some faith
Guess that's the price I pay
To think I always knew something was bound to happen
It was seamless, but I did foresee that resistance
Maybe it had to do with your decisions
And at this point, I'm not sure what you envision
I mean, I'm easy to coexist with
I'm with David and Solomon right now, just chillin'
But I had no depiction of religion
So maybe my vision of our kingdom was just different