I started out by lying through my teeth
My mind's a mess that just isn't me
But I still ripped your heart out
Filled your whole mind with doubt
Till you screamed and cried I've had enough
Cause I've been stuck inside my head
Even I can't trust what I've said
It's long past time to heal my mind
Cause if I'm being honest
I want my life with you
And it wasn't all for nothing
No matter if we're through
Cause at the end of the day
I'm changing I'm changing I'm changing
For the better
I'm sorry I didn't know myself well
My mind's a mess I don't know who to be
But I can't navigate this on my own without you
And I think I might need a little time
Cause I've been stuck inside my head
Even I can't trust what I've said
It's long past time to heal my mind
Cause if I'm being honest
I want my life with you
And it wasn't all for nothing
No matter if we're through
Cause at the end of the day
I'm changing I'm changing I'm changing
For the better