[ Featuring the Sage ]
Where do i even start?
Too much emotions in my heart
But still i play my part
I've been gifted with the wisdom and i'm very smart
I know that sounds like an advantage but mehn it gets hard
But i never quit the game i shuffle my cards
Tryna hit the bulls eye like a game of darts
Tryna manouver through this circuit like we riding karts
So my words be my my weapon, with these fire bars
I, paint a picture of reign, lord send down the rain
These days ain't feeling the same, man everything's changed
The world is your stage
Lights, cameras, welcome to fame
They screaming your name
This ain't a phase, so it will remain
Trips around the world from dubai to Spain
Image been too clean so they try to stain
But I don't mess with disdain
Or this dame
It's not even a joke ting
I push myself the hardest i ain't needing no coaching
Ay watch your step nigga, who the f*ck you approaching
Need to get myself in order that's why sometimes i'm ghosting
Don't stress too much bout life man these days i'm coasting
Already got the product now the focus promoting
All my energy and time is what i am devoting
Building better habits 80/20 the voting
These days i been lacking the drive
We ain't even living life we just tryna survive
Wanna write our own stories so we gotta decide
Every single detail, and who's down for the ride
I don't want these hoes bro, see i need me a bride
Mehn she's a no no, too much cheating and lies
Your aim is too low man I'm reaching for skies
And in paradise is where I'm trying to reside
They see the value in me, but they cannot see
What it takes to really be me, embarrassingly
They see a challenge and flee, but omo me no dey gree
Cause i know where I'm headed i know who I'm gon be
I got a whole generation under me
So i gotta represent i gotta move accordingly
Don't wanna fall into temptation of the things that's calling me
But it seems like everything is changing suddenly
Like when i lost my mom when i was like sixteen
And till this day it still feels like a bad dream
And what's the story like growing up without one
It's too much so imma tell y'all on the album
After all the pain, really tell me what's the outcome
To be honest i don't even think i found one
First daughter definition of a strong one
First son definition of a leader
And i don't mess with lust because we're lost
Baby there was a you and me but ain't no us
I just needed time to adjust, see all i was
Was pussy whipped but all that i did was outta love
But to be honest girl i think that I've done enough
Now It's time to focus on things that i really want
Yeah, corrupted with rust
Your past? Sheesh, i guess you were lost
See If I'm gonna do this then I'm taking a loss
How many times did you f*ck up my trust
Then played the victim, you cried and you sulked
As if what you did wasn't even your fault
But i swear girl enough is enough
How many times were you stuck in a rut
And, how many times did i help you get up
How many times did i help you get off
But i'm glad that we're over and done
Tried to play me like a game but I'm sorry i won
Shit, Now I've forgotten how to feel
Don't even show emotions i can't even let it spill
Cause i'm tryna guard myself and my heart need time to heal
But i ain't a fighter nah nah, I'm a lover still
If she acted right then i would've loved her still
And furthermore it got me thinking really what's the deal
You love someone today and by tomorrow different story
And we don't let go cause we're scared of being lonely
You see what's on the surface but I swear man you don't know me
H.I.M, the sage mehn that's an allegory
I'm a champion my nigga, see i came for all the glory
And we gon be on top anyway, man surely
Different car today then tomorrow different shawty
Ain't texting all the time, got my number you can call me
Euphoria this minute, next minute melancholy
Now what's the answer when they call me
Building my business, i manifest, I'm highly blessed, I'm talking less, this game is chess
I beat my chest, know I'm the best, on subtle flex, want more success until my death
Satan tried to tempt me, know you gon resent me
Don't need no one to defend me, I'm offending in fendi
I don't even act friendly
Cuh di weapon ah deadly
