I've been spending most my week alone with my thoughts
Watching rich textured art films and rehearsing the plot
Most of my life has been this one big embarrassment
Eating take-out food and watching the reruns
All I know is this f*cking shit
Can someone teach me how to live?
So, drop the anchors hit the floor
Don't stop the snow from barricading the front door
Just top me up, this sober trains gone long enough
If the whiskey doesn't stop the bleeding
The cut's not deep enough
I take a taste of my own medicine
Had a couple extra pills for dinner
I'm throwing up on the floor of the bedroom
My sheets stained; my brains sprayed
On the roof of the apartment so
So damn young, so damn dumb
This was over long before it even begun
Drop the anchors hit the floor
Don't stop the snow from barricading the front door
Just top me up, this sober trains gone long enough
If the whiskey doesn't stop the bleeding
The cut's not deep enough
I'm feeling hungry
I'm feeling angry
I'm feeling something that I've got to hold onto
My stomach's empty
You've escaped me
Holding on to something that is rotting
So, drop the anchors hit the floor
Don't stop the snow from barricading the front door
Just top me up, this sober trains gone long enough
If the whiskey doesn't stop the bleeding
The cut's not deep enough