F*ck this absent motivation
I'm sick and tired of being frustrated
F*ck this place, I'm going nowhere
I'm getting bored of always waiting
Now I'm alone
Screaming up from down below
Always feeling trapped
And I don't know which way to go
Why do we play the same old games
When we know that the result will be the same
I have way too much self-doubt
And I'm so goddamn burned out
Feels like I'll never change
F*ck this absent motivation
My failure's like an affirmation
F*ck this place, I'm going nowhere
I'm lying here depreciating
So give me some applause
I feel like a f*cking fraud
I'm so out of place in this industry
Feels like the whole world keeps turning without me
Why do we play the same old games
When we know that the result will be the same
I have way too much self-doubt
And I'm so goddamn burned out
Feels like I'll never change
It feels like that I'll never change
Why do we play the same old games
When we know that the result will be the same
If I deal with my self-doubt
And learn to live with this somehow
Maybe I will finally change