Isolated, Unstable, Disillusioned Video (MV)

I confess
My mindset this year, it just hasn't been the best
The ways I've been coping, they've been such a mess
If my mind's becoming my prison
Then why do they tell me, that everything's all in my head
Nowadays
I'm only sure of anything when I second guess
And I'm only creative when I am depressed
I only think clearly when washed out
On antidepressants, I couldn't care less

I struggle to find a good reason why
The sky turns grey
Could it be to say that maybe someday
That I'll be okay

Will I be okay?
I've made some bad decisions I just can't deal with
And I've spent more than a few years not deserving to live
I've found my retreat in some unhealthy habits
I've tattooed zen onto my arms and my chest

I struggle to find a good reason why
The sky turns grey
Could it be to say that maybe someday, that I'll
Someday I might be okay

So throw me away
If I'm as worthless as they say
Then I'm too scared of if I should stay or go
(Whoa-oh)
So I'll just decay
If I belong in this world anyway
Then I think that's it's time for a change from you
(Whoa-oh)

I think that it's time for a change from you

So throw me away
If I'm as worthless as they say
Then I'm too scared of if I should stay or go
(Whoa-oh)
So I'll just decay
If I belong in this world anyway
Then I think that's it's time for a change from you
(Whoa-oh)

I think that it's time for a change from you
I think that it's time for a change from you