hey ashley - All The Times Lyrics

Yeah I'm lookin' in the mirror, and I really don't like what I see
And I'm readin' all the messages that you wrote, and it finally dawned on me that
You were right, I was wrong
And you're crazy if you think I don't know that
There I go I'm gaslighting again, with the words that I said
And you would think that I'd had learned my lesson
One, two, three, four
I gotta be the dumbest motherf*cker that's ever lived
For lettin' you get away
I gotta be the biggest asshole in the whole entire world for
Tryna make you see things my way
And I really don't know
Like what the f*ck is wrong with me? I am tryna see
So I'm sittin' here thinking of all the times that I f*cked up
(Ooh wah, ooh wah, ooh wah, ooh wah wah wah)
All the times that I f*cked up
Yeah, I'm feelin' like the biggest douchebag that's out here, out out here, yeah
Cause I think you were the best part of me and now you're not here, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
So I'm, yeah I'm drinkin', I'm drinkin' out that mini bar
Little glass bottles all over this hotel room
Cause I don't really wanna face my mistakes, but I
Gotta do it even if it doesn't lead me back to you
I gotta be the dumbest motherf*cker that's ever lived
For lettin' you get away
I gotta be the biggest asshole in the whole entire world for
Tryna make you see things my way
And I really don't know
Like what the f*ck is wrong with me? I am tryna see
So I'm sittin' here thinking of all the times that I f*cked up
I gotta be the dumbest motherf*cker that's ever lived (yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)
For lettin' you get away
I gotta be the biggest asshole in the whole entire world for
Tryna make you see things my way
And I might not ever know
Like what the f*ck is wrong with me? I am tryna see
So I'm sittin' here thinking of all the times that I f*cked up
All the times that I f*cked up
Man, I'm f*ckin' up again, bro