Yo yo
The years feel short but the days get longer
I'm still dirt poor but I feel much stronger
My mind still wonders when I'm lost and confused
Never been so loved and hated that's the cost of the views
But I try not to worry though I just go with the flow
I got so much on my mind but I'm just learning to grow
I've been tryna let go of all the shit that would haunt me
Now I find the hidden blessings in the lessons it taught me
But while we're here we're just taken for granted
See no one really cares about you til you leave or you vanish
I paint the pictures in my head and use a beat as a canvas
I'm just seeking for chances I'm sick of dealing with sadness
I didn't know how to manage when I was hurting a bit
I was living to learn but now I'm learning to live
Won't hesitate to let you walk if you be burning the bridge
I ain't falling down for you shit I'm determined to win
Yeah
Value the time that you spend
One thing I always knew is good things come to an end
I'm guilty of burning bridges I don't lie nor pretend
Those who ain't authentic with me ain't considered a friend
I've got so many things I'm going through mentally
I thank this isolating I'm finding myself with poetry
Get it how you live you don't know me I think you know of me
One man army I'm going all out for this f*cking dream
So alone just tryna love myself
I had my ego in the way my pride was killing my health
All these pussy rappers barking ain't nothing under your belt
Ay I used to hate this life but I'm trying as you can tell
I'm getting lost I try to outrun my past
Conversations with the stars cause my cousin ain't coming back
I appreciate what I have but I'm after what I don't have
You can love me or hate me I know you feel me through these raps
Things change don't numb the pain with the Hennessy
These demons still creeping but I ain't letting 'em get to me
I'm tryna get this bread to show my people the recipe
Hoping I can do it with so much pain on a f*cking beat
Don't blame me I'm after what I deserve
I can't let 'em drain my energy homie I know my worth
I don't know about life but I know that you live and learn
People come and go and bridges burn