Thrashing out at my bed sheets
A hand underneath my pillow
My haunted, starlit dreams
Seeking solace
Obsessed with my mistakes
For they will never leave my bedside
They block my way forward
Offering no other alternative in sight
Indefinitely confined within this mindset
A place where I may never rest
How do I even attempt to recover?
It feels pointless
In the end I waste each day
Wishing for something new